My dearest grandma,
I owe you so many things.
I owe you time for togetherness.
I owe you care for your lonely days.
I owe you for everything that I have.
When I saw you in your longest sleep,
I regret to not call you often, no not visit you earlier, to not be able to share anything with you anymore.
I remembered every time I laid my head and cried out all my anger and pains.
I remembered how you were patiently listen and wait I fell asleep.
I remembered when you wait for me as always.
I remembered when you asked me repeatedly would I be back home quickly.
I remembered when you supported and motivated me.
I remembered when you prayed for me.
My dearest grandma in heaven,
I am abundantly blessed beyond measure.
I am grateful for every moment I spent with you.
I learned so many things from you.
I will try to be strong.
I will try to take care of my mom.
I will try to finish all wholeheartedly just like you.
Even, in the time I need to lay down and cry I don't have any home... I will go further and let the wind wipe away my tears.
I will see many people and share with them.
Cause without you, I'm homeless.
I don't have to be back home soon.
I won't feel any homesickness.
I don't need spend many days at home.
I will be wherever God wants me to be.
I will see you in heaven, smiling because you're in the best place with Jesus.
